recent dreams
my dreams are filled with anxiety. we are fleeing a storm. it continues to track me down in dreams.
1) i am on an platform. the waters are getting rough. a storm is coming. everything is grey. others don't seem as anxious as i am. why don't they leave. someone gets injured. everyone is trying to help him. he injured his eye and needs immediate surgery or care. i try to get everyone to come with me so we can find help. i leave. people don't seem to notice and they won't come. it is almost as if i am not there. i see marsh roads and i am driving on them. i am on open highway. it is desolate. i am the only car on the road and all is grey. why don't the others come? i go back to try and get them but they don't seem to hear me. (i think the person who was injured was me. my conscious was a ghost)
2) i am in a warehouse with many stairs. walls are temporary. there are dogs here and one wants me to throw it a ball. i know people here but everything is unfamiliar. (can't remember) i am in a temporary house. it is my home. it feels very cheap. it has panel walls and iron railings. a child is playing with micromachines on the floor.
3) i had 3 dreams of hurricanes coming this night. the last dream we were all trying to flee and take everything with us. we were loading cars and stuff into a gigantic 18 wheeler of sorts. we drove and went into a cave. the hurricane gained on us and flooded everything but it immediately became ice. we could not drive on the ice. we were stuck in an ice filled cave.
4) i see a familiar place. it is my old counseling center. i go inside. everything is the same but i don't know anyone here. everything is unfamiliar. i want to connect but no one knows me. i walk out into a courtyard to leave. i glance back and see someone. they look slightly familiar. i look again and they recognize me too. their face breaks into a smile and i feel warm. i go to them and hold that warmth next to me. i start to make out with them. i feel the passion of familiarity and have missed it so. i am kissing them all over and want to make love.
5) (right after storm) i am in my house. the ceilings are all bowed and filled with water. they feel like they might break and they almost seem elastic. they are like the underbelly of a whale.
1) i am on an platform. the waters are getting rough. a storm is coming. everything is grey. others don't seem as anxious as i am. why don't they leave. someone gets injured. everyone is trying to help him. he injured his eye and needs immediate surgery or care. i try to get everyone to come with me so we can find help. i leave. people don't seem to notice and they won't come. it is almost as if i am not there. i see marsh roads and i am driving on them. i am on open highway. it is desolate. i am the only car on the road and all is grey. why don't the others come? i go back to try and get them but they don't seem to hear me. (i think the person who was injured was me. my conscious was a ghost)
2) i am in a warehouse with many stairs. walls are temporary. there are dogs here and one wants me to throw it a ball. i know people here but everything is unfamiliar. (can't remember) i am in a temporary house. it is my home. it feels very cheap. it has panel walls and iron railings. a child is playing with micromachines on the floor.
3) i had 3 dreams of hurricanes coming this night. the last dream we were all trying to flee and take everything with us. we were loading cars and stuff into a gigantic 18 wheeler of sorts. we drove and went into a cave. the hurricane gained on us and flooded everything but it immediately became ice. we could not drive on the ice. we were stuck in an ice filled cave.
4) i see a familiar place. it is my old counseling center. i go inside. everything is the same but i don't know anyone here. everything is unfamiliar. i want to connect but no one knows me. i walk out into a courtyard to leave. i glance back and see someone. they look slightly familiar. i look again and they recognize me too. their face breaks into a smile and i feel warm. i go to them and hold that warmth next to me. i start to make out with them. i feel the passion of familiarity and have missed it so. i am kissing them all over and want to make love.
5) (right after storm) i am in my house. the ceilings are all bowed and filled with water. they feel like they might break and they almost seem elastic. they are like the underbelly of a whale.
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