tunnel vision

You know that feeling you get when you are going through a really dark small tunnel? The dark seems to engulf everything and your fear is like a static charge all over your body. You are afraid of all that is unknown around you. Everything is black and even the echo of your steps in unnerving. You can see a light ahead but you can't make out anything in particular.

That is the only way I can describe where I am right now. My fiance' and I are moving back to Austin and neither of us have jobs. My nerves seem to be knotting all over my body. My palms are sweaty as my thoughts race about how to move on. It keeps feeling like we are starting over after the storm.